How to Wield the Creative Fire

We are always feeding the heart with something. The question is whether what we feed it gives us life or pulls us down.

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Every now and then, we must confront the foundational questions of existence:

Who am I?
Why am I alive?

Worse than being lost is believing you know where you are when you truly do not. An unexamined life without clear aims is simply a life adrift.

“The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for.”
— Fyodor Dostoyevsky

The heart has everything to do with this!

Last week, we published OPEN HEART SURGERY <link>, an exploration of an ancient understanding of what the heart is. It is an important companion piece to this article, because it helps frame what we mean when we speak about the heart.

The Psyche and the Human Heart

The human heart is a bottomless well; from it can emerge our deepest nightmares or the most unfathomable treasures. C.G. Jung clarified in his mapping of the human psyche that it consists not only of the personal conscious and subconscious, but rests upon a shared abyss—one that sinks its roots into the deep history of every experience, memory, and connection human beings made even before consciousness emerged: the collective unconscious.

I am not entirely sure whether the human heart is the gateway to the psyche, or if the psyche is the portal to the heart.

What is real is that a primordial fire burns at the bottom of our deepest reality—a testament to the Fire that gave us life and sparked human consciousness. The divine spark, the image of God within us... the crucible of our existence reaches exceptionally deep. We not only have access to it, but we remain restless and unsettled until we ground ourselves there and nourish the avatars through which we live.

How do we access that vital, invigorating energy?

The Structure of the Heart: Beliefs

In the introduction to this series, I noted how our primary beliefs are formed out of absolute necessity and end up becoming completely transparent to our consciousness, serving as the foundation and soil for the entire structure of beliefs that subsequently shapes our personality. Thus, without realizing it, we make decisions and act in the world without recognizing what is operating behind the scenes.

It is only when you decide to formulate a new belief and act upon it that you discover internal conflict and encounter resistance to reaching what you ambition to achieve.

Beliefs are not abstract units or ideas floating in isolation; they take shape as narratives in which we see ourselves wielding those beliefs. We tell ourselves stories where we are the protagonists of those beliefs in action. That narrative can be conscious or unconscious. In the previous article, I addressed how beliefs form and operate when they are unconscious or transparent; now, let us consider what happens when they become conscious.

Beliefs are The Building Blocks of Our Lives

Some might think this is trivial, but for my teenage daughter and her friends, wanting and getting an iPhone is an existential thing... it will serve to illustrate how ideas shape our lives.

For teenagers —and the occasional lost soul—, getting the latest iPhone is an aim worthy of occupying every available scrap of their attention.

At every turn of the day, everything reinforces and keeps that narrative alive: seeing it in the hands of others on the street, discussing all it can do with friends, or celebrating (perhaps with a tinge of envy) when a peer gets one. In every respect, it is a narrative with a protagonist, supporting actors, an objective, and a resolution.

The idea of who one becomes with that device—who they will finally be once they possess it—radiates a sense of achievement and belonging validated by their entire environment. Failing to acquire it is treated as a tragedy, driving immense effort to realize that narrative, sometimes without regard for what is right or fair. The narrative of "who I am" with the iPhone in their imagination becomes far more compelling than any obstacle in its way. And the true tragedy is that, once acquired, a void soon returns, requiring another "fix" to feel high again.

All our beliefs function the same way. We cannot avoid it: we are wired to believe, envision, pursue, and achieve.

When beliefs are transparent, the impetus to reach them acts like a undertow: invisible, yet pulling us wherever the belief points, regardless of our intentions. When a belief is conscious, it shapes how we feel, how we experience obstacles, and even what we see and how we interpret what we see.

The Heart Returns What I Feed It

In computer science, there is a fundamental premise: Garbage in, garbage out. You cannot extract something different from what you put in. The human heart—or the psyche—is the most advanced technology in the universe;

Why would this principle not apply to it with full force?

If beliefs constitute the heart, and if they efficiently condition how you see and experience the world, how can you not strive to discern which beliefs govern your experiences and define the quality of life you can achieve?

In This Light, What Is Faith?

You exercise faith even when you are unaware of it. You hold faith that your beliefs are real and that acting in accordance with them will bring about the resolution of the narrative nesting in your heart. As we have said in the previous article, “faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen” (Paul of Tarsus), when you clarify and define new beliefs, the internal narrative shifts. The faith that drives you to act toward that new narrative reorients you, granting strength to pursue it against all odds or expectations. It operates identically to transparent beliefs, because your heart models how you understand, perceive, and navigate the world.

So, to transform your life, never let a good crisis go to waste; use everything to discover who you are and what you are living for…

Sadness prepares you for joy.
It violently sweeps everything out of your house,
so that new joy can find space to enter.

It shakes the yellow leaves from the bough of your heart,
so that fresh, green leaves can grow in their place.

It pulls up the rotten roots,
so that new roots hidden beneath have room to grow.

Whatever sadness shakes from your heart,
far better things will take its place.
— Rumi

Use a crisis to uncover what you have been feeding your heart, what narratives you have obeyed without realizing it, and toward what destination they have been dragging you.

Wishing to change is not enough. You must look directly at what has come out of you, acknowledge it without excuses, and state: “Up until now, I have lived from this place.” Only then can something different begin.

Wield with conviction the decisions that compel you to live from a higher truth. Something deep within your heart can be your greatest ally, or it can be your tyrant. It all depends on what you decide to surrender your faith to.

Epilogue
To Wield the Fire, We Must Be More Tempered Than the Flame

AI is often presented as a gifted intelligence, a kind of creative fire placed in our hands. But fire cannot be wielded by something weaker than itself.

If there is already a fire in the heart —resentment, envy, vanity, fear, ambition, or the hunger to be seen— and believe me when I say this: those thoughts are there if you have not searched your own heart; then AI will not govern it for us. It will feed it, accelerate it, and give it reach.

That is why the question is not only how powerful AI is, but what kind of person is holding it. Because the only intelligence truly using AI is ours. And if we have not come to terms with the fire within our own heart, we may discover too late that we were not wielding the tool at all.

We were being wielded by what had already mastered us.

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